Everclear is a rock band formed in Portland, Oregon, USA, in 1992. For most of its existence, Everclear consisted of Art Alexakis (vocals, guitar), Craig Montoya (bass guitar, vocals) and Greg Eklund (drums, percussion, vocals). Eklund replaced original drummer Scott Cuthbert in 1994. Montoya and Eklund departed the band in 2003, but Alexakis has continued the band. New members include Davey French (guitar), Sam Hudson (bass guitar), Josh Crawley, (keyboards), and Brett Snyder (drums, percussion).
Art Alexakis suffered through a troubled youth, beginning with his father walking out when Alexakis was a child. Financial hardships pushed his family into the slums of Los Angeles, where Alexakis fell to the lure of heavy drug use. During his teenage years, Alexakis was shuttled around the country between various family members (including a brief period in Houston living with his father’s new family), but the drug addiction persisted. Eventually, Alexakis suffered a near-fatal cocaine overdose, which finally pushed him to clean up.
Santa Monica
From their 1995 album Sparkle and Fade. This song is about Everclear’s lead singer, Art Alexakis, attempting to commit suicide when he was living in Santa Monica, California.
http://djallyn.org/media/everclear-santa_monica.flvI am still living with your ghost
Lonely and dreaming of the west coast
I don’t want to be your downtime
I don’t want to be your stupid gameWith my big black boots and an old suitcase
I do believe I’ll find myself a new place
I don’t want to be the bad guy
I don’t want do your sleepwalk dance anymore
I just want to see some palm trees
I will try and shake away this diseaseWe can live beside the ocean
Leave the fire behind
Swim out past the breakers
Watch the world dieWe can live beside the ocean
Leave the fire behind
Swim out past the breakers
Watch the world dieI am still dreaming of you face
Hungry and hollow for all the things you took away
I don’t want to be your good time
I don’t want to be your fall back crutch anymoreI’ll walk right out into a brand new day
Insane and rising in my own weird way
I don’t want to be the bad guy
I don’t want to do your sleepwalk dance anymore
I just want to feel some sunshine
I just want to find some place to be aloneWe can live beside the ocean
Leave the fire behind
Swim out past the breakers
Watch the world dieWe can live beside the ocean
Leave the fire behind
Swim out past the breakers
Watch the world dieWe can live beside the ocean
Leave the fire behind
Swim out past the breakers
Watch the world dieWe can live beside the ocean
Leave the fire behind
Swim out past the breakers
Watch the world die
Yeah watch the world die
Yeah watch the world die
Yeah watch the world die
Yeah watch the world die
(68)